the only thing I ask of you
is to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
p.s: I Love You Mami, Teya, Papa. hugs & kisses.
Friday, October 16
Thursday, September 10
troublesome
I still haven't get my visa done! Apparently VFS didn't accept bank drafts payable to the uni and so I've send the drafts straight to uni and now I've been waiting for the uni to send me a new visa letter together with an original receipt. gah! so mafan la all these documentation.. :( it is only 3weeks away and I'm freaking out! what if I cant get my visa done on time? what if my visa wont be approved? what if my uni forget to send the documents? and worst of all.. what if they LOST my bank drafts?! :(( grr. or maybe i'm just being paranoid? well my real classes starts on the 12th of Oct lah but I really dont wanna miss out on freshers' week! all these things are stressing my head! i feel like pulling someone's hair!
anywayy,
jom.Wednesday, September 9
Sunday, August 30
a cocktail of mixed feelings.
I just got back from yamcha-ing with MayZ and her friends. it's so good to finally see someone from college again. i miss college so much! and i miss school too! :'( i guess i miss getting busy with classes and friends. i can't wait for uni to start but i'm scared to hell on the other hand.
went for NTU pre-departure briefing earlier today. it went well.. met some new friends. well it's good to know lah that I won't be alone upon arriving there. and our Malaysian Society's President looks very friendly and bubbly, so it's all good i guess. :) will apply for visa on Tuesday and am really hoping it went well. will see how it goes la hor? hee.
Damnlahh..everyone is leaving! Jillian is leaving for India, Colin-Germany and my dear Beena is going back to Canada on the 3rd! sedihnyaa. :'(
went for NTU pre-departure briefing earlier today. it went well.. met some new friends. well it's good to know lah that I won't be alone upon arriving there. and our Malaysian Society's President looks very friendly and bubbly, so it's all good i guess. :) will apply for visa on Tuesday and am really hoping it went well. will see how it goes la hor? hee.
Damnlahh..everyone is leaving! Jillian is leaving for India, Colin-Germany and my dear Beena is going back to Canada on the 3rd! sedihnyaa. :'(
mixed feelings keeps on bursting my heart. ergh. sometimes i feel like crying, sometimes i feel like shouting. erghh! :'(
another update! i got a new hairstyle babeyh. hee. take a look here :)
what do u think?
hmmm.
hmmm.
p.s; i need to get a new tagboard lah kan :\
Saturday, August 22
Sunburst KL should be ashamed.
World Stage was freaking awesome! yea i know the show was a week ago but I still wanna say something bout it cause I think it's the best concert I've ever been to. so bear with me will ya? hee. the sad part was that I didn't get the backstage passes; just don't ask me why please. so mosh pitting was all I'm in for that night. My friends and I registered quite late, (supposedly 4pm but we registered around 5.30pm I think) but thank God, we managed to pushed ourselves to the most front part of the stage!
The best performance of the night I have to say All American Rejects. their gold dusty front man was super duper eccentric man. he's simply breathtaking to watch at that I just had to shout "Tyson you're effing HOT!." and a second later I heard a girl saying to her friends; 'omg what is he doing, ballet dancing?; then she shouted "Tyson,You're F*ing GAY!" For the record, Tyson was doing a wave movement thingy which 110% doesn't look like this
That annoying girl literally had the guts to said those words out loud in front thousands of AAR fans. I really don't know what she was thinking man. Berani mati maybe? lol.
Raygun was surprisingly good. I don't really know their songs so I wasn't expecting much from them but oh boy, they got talent. with that accent and style, pheww; they blew me awayy. Pixie Lott was just okay lah, she sang Mama Do and Turn it Up really well. She's only 18 and British, what else do I have to say kan? Kasabian ends the night away with a spectacular performance. I'm still humming the wisdom words of Underdog till now. yes, their performance was that powerful.
Anyways, my legs got cramped twice later in the midnight! Kena once while walking to a friends' car and another was when I try to get myself into the car. I cried like a baby coz it hurts so bad.. when your both legs got cramped at around 12am behind a gas station where nobody else to be found but you and your friends, what do you do? I was in pain and blank but I remember holding Ard's hand so tight and I just followed blindly what the guys thought best- ran barefoot on the road which was built out of tar. In fact we were all running like a bunch of drunk crazy kids that night just to make sure I was feeling okay and not being embarrassed alone. Thanks a lot for helping me out and for just being there Ard, Shauqi and Qasim. truly appreciate it.
Anyhow, don't forget to watch the show on the 28th of August at 9pm aite.
p.s: by the time i'm about to finish writing this, i saw myself on MTV!!hee. coolness ;P
The best performance of the night I have to say All American Rejects. their gold dusty front man was super duper eccentric man. he's simply breathtaking to watch at that I just had to shout "Tyson you're effing HOT!." and a second later I heard a girl saying to her friends; 'omg what is he doing, ballet dancing?; then she shouted "Tyson,You're F*ing GAY!" For the record, Tyson was doing a wave movement thingy which 110% doesn't look like this
That annoying girl literally had the guts to said those words out loud in front thousands of AAR fans. I really don't know what she was thinking man. Berani mati maybe? lol.
Raygun was surprisingly good. I don't really know their songs so I wasn't expecting much from them but oh boy, they got talent. with that accent and style, pheww; they blew me awayy. Pixie Lott was just okay lah, she sang Mama Do and Turn it Up really well. She's only 18 and British, what else do I have to say kan? Kasabian ends the night away with a spectacular performance. I'm still humming the wisdom words of Underdog till now. yes, their performance was that powerful.
Anyways, my legs got cramped twice later in the midnight! Kena once while walking to a friends' car and another was when I try to get myself into the car. I cried like a baby coz it hurts so bad.. when your both legs got cramped at around 12am behind a gas station where nobody else to be found but you and your friends, what do you do? I was in pain and blank but I remember holding Ard's hand so tight and I just followed blindly what the guys thought best- ran barefoot on the road which was built out of tar. In fact we were all running like a bunch of drunk crazy kids that night just to make sure I was feeling okay and not being embarrassed alone. Thanks a lot for helping me out and for just being there Ard, Shauqi and Qasim. truly appreciate it.
Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive
Anyhow, don't forget to watch the show on the 28th of August at 9pm aite.
p.s: by the time i'm about to finish writing this, i saw myself on MTV!!hee. coolness ;P
Friday, August 21
cerita anak kecil dalam jamban
aku tidak tahu tentang kamu-kamu
aku tidak tahu apa cerita kamu
tapi ini cerita aku, maka dengarkan
ambil mata kamu dan paku
dengar cerita aku disuatu masa
ketika dahulu di suatu masa
mengangis sendiri di suatu masa
tentang diri sendiri di suatu masa
aku dibesarkan dimanja, disayang
aku dibesarkan dengan segala rasa
aku dibesarkan dengan penuh cinta
aku dibesarkan biasa saja
ayahbonda, kenapa bohong?
kenapa engkau hendak bohong?
dulu dikata akulah raja puteri jelita
sekalian rakyat jelata akan mencemburui jiwa aku
aku tidak tahu apa cerita kamu
tapi ini cerita aku, maka dengarkan
ambil mata kamu dan paku
dengar cerita aku disuatu masa
ketika dahulu di suatu masa
mengangis sendiri di suatu masa
tentang diri sendiri di suatu masa
aku dibesarkan dimanja, disayang
aku dibesarkan dengan segala rasa
aku dibesarkan dengan penuh cinta
aku dibesarkan biasa saja
ayahbonda, kenapa bohong?
kenapa engkau hendak bohong?
dulu dikata akulah raja puteri jelita
sekalian rakyat jelata akan mencemburui jiwa aku
tapi ayahbonda,
dunia tidak mahukan jiwa aku!
dunia tidak mahukan jiwa aku!
yang dihendakkan cuma
wajah dan rupa saja
wahai ayahbonda,
kenapa engkau bohong saya?
aku dibesarkan sebagai seorang gadis
yang gemuk, pendek, busuk, tak cerdik
aku dikatakan orang
"hey babi,
kenapa engkau sangat jelik?"
wahai ayahbonda, kenapa dibohong?
aku ini bukan di sini
tempat aku tak sepatutnya dibiarkan di luar pergi
aku patut disimpan di suatu tempat
di mana cuma ada ayah ibu
di mana mereka 'kan sayang aku
untuk siapa aku
untuk siapa aku
bila aku keluar, aku dikeji
bia aku di luar, aku dimaki
kerana yang dimahukan cuma wajah rupa seri
ayahbonda,
kenapa bohong saya?
ayahbonda,
kenapa tak cerita?
dunia tempat kejam
dunia macam-macam
depa tak suka saya
depa tak cinta saya
kenapa ayah?
kenapa bonda?
tak dikhabarkan tentang mereka-mereka
yang tak sukakan siapa saya
yang hendak dari dulu menjadi saya
mereka semua hendak saya
jadi cantik, badan jelita
tapi itu memang bukan saya
bukan saya
bukan saya
maka apakah aku harus pergi
duduk di rumah dan terus mati?
apakah aku tinggal di sini
tak akan pergi?
tak akan pergi?
dunia tempat kejam
dunia macam-macam
tapi jangan sedar dengarkan semua kata mereka
dunia memang kejam
dunia macam-macam
tapi janganlah engkau percaya kata mereka
biar kita begini saja;
buruk, gemuk,
besar, cantik.
biar saja diri kita;
cantik, molek,
hodoh, jelik.
siapa kita, itu kita
cinta saja jiwa kita
kalau mereka tak suka, pergi mampus!
tak apa.
tak apa
tak suka
tak apa
ini sisa-sisa rasa
rasa jiwa yang luka
wajah dan rupa saja
wahai ayahbonda,
kenapa engkau bohong saya?
aku dibesarkan sebagai seorang gadis
yang gemuk, pendek, busuk, tak cerdik
aku dikatakan orang
"hey babi,
kenapa engkau sangat jelik?"
wahai ayahbonda, kenapa dibohong?
aku ini bukan di sini
tempat aku tak sepatutnya dibiarkan di luar pergi
aku patut disimpan di suatu tempat
di mana cuma ada ayah ibu
di mana mereka 'kan sayang aku
untuk siapa aku
untuk siapa aku
bila aku keluar, aku dikeji
bia aku di luar, aku dimaki
kerana yang dimahukan cuma wajah rupa seri
ayahbonda,
kenapa bohong saya?
ayahbonda,
kenapa tak cerita?
dunia tempat kejam
dunia macam-macam
depa tak suka saya
depa tak cinta saya
kenapa ayah?
kenapa bonda?
tak dikhabarkan tentang mereka-mereka
yang tak sukakan siapa saya
yang hendak dari dulu menjadi saya
mereka semua hendak saya
jadi cantik, badan jelita
tapi itu memang bukan saya
bukan saya
bukan saya
maka apakah aku harus pergi
duduk di rumah dan terus mati?
apakah aku tinggal di sini
tak akan pergi?
tak akan pergi?
dunia tempat kejam
dunia macam-macam
tapi jangan sedar dengarkan semua kata mereka
dunia memang kejam
dunia macam-macam
tapi janganlah engkau percaya kata mereka
biar kita begini saja;
buruk, gemuk,
besar, cantik.
biar saja diri kita;
cantik, molek,
hodoh, jelik.
siapa kita, itu kita
cinta saja jiwa kita
kalau mereka tak suka, pergi mampus!
tak apa.
tak apa
tak suka
tak apa
ini sisa-sisa rasa
rasa jiwa yang luka
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